Thanks for your interest, Annvan!

To answer your first question, I'm from a region of Canada where English-speakers like myself are marginalized and ostracized. As much as I would like to assimilate myself to the local populace and become a fully-functioning member of society, I cannot. Every time I've tried to acquire a second language, my efforts have been met with catastrophic results. When I tried to learn conversational French a few years ago, I ended up not being able to form sentences for
a year! I'm not kidding you. For a year, I had to resort to a combination of signs, grunts and moans to communicate. Likewise, when I'm exposed to unidiomatic or broken English for an extended period (which occurs whenever I hang out with non-native English speakers), I lose some of my proficiency, often forcing me to re-learn the basics of my own language! It's such a drag! To you, I may sound eloquent, but believe me: it's only
a temporary state. Before long, I will have to endure the same cycle I've been going through since I was a child: I will lose my verbal skills, then slowly regain them, then lose them again, and so on... Unless I take some drastic measures and sever all links with the outside world, it's likely I'll be like this until my dying day... I've been seeing neurologists and psychologists about my difficulties with language since as long as I can remember. So far, there seems to be no permanent solution to my problem.
To answer your other question, my friends and acquaintances are from very diverse ethnic backgrounds and extractions: French, Austrian, Lebanese, Algerian, Pakistani, Chinese, etc. Some of them are very interesting people... It's a shame I have to limit my contact with them. Then again, I have no choice... It's either my social life or my sanity. I can't have both.

What about you? What's your ethnicity? I see you are an English teacher. Is English your native language?