Altarex  +  462461 Thu, 10 Jan 08 02:14 AM Life Tarnish thought and open dream. Waking devil shouts and screams. Eat me alive and serve me well. For I wont tell. It's dark and yet I see. For I am good as you may be. I cant go on left alone. Time is wasting i'm turning to bones. I should leave and yet I stay. A mindless corpes dead and decayed. Everything seems dead not alive. Nothing is left but war and crime. The heart of mine is dead the breath I take has no meaning. I'm just a drop in this world of water slowly evaporating and leaving. My mind is dead my heart is sunk. It seems to me I'm out of luck. It shouldn't end and yet it must. For life is evil and is nothing but dust. by - Justin Darner Altarex Joined on Thu, Jan 10 2008 Boise , Idaho USA New Member 25 ╔╦JuStiN╦╗

	Angel_Tears9744  +  467795 Wed, 23 Jan 08 08:37 AM Well im really sry to hear that Justin, I know how it feels to go through somting like that. I was going through a divorce about a year ago.... And i was living with some friends for awhile and ended up getting into a relationship.. We were really close and had alot in common. And you know that feeling that you keep describing when i was with this person i didnt feel that way anymore it all went away. I was becoming stronger in away... I felt like i could do anything. He promised me so many things... but In the end it was a really bad situation for me. He lied about alot of things.  And he was like the wind... he would say all kinds of things but could never back them up... I felt used...  I felt like he took somthing from me that i can never get back again.. I dont know i cant explain it. So now im back with my husband and we are trying to rebuild are lives together... I have two beautiful children.. I think if it wasnt for them i would still be trying to capture the wind, and that just not possible... So now im in search for people who are real and good friends.  Jess... Angel_Tears9744

	Altarex  +  468967 Sat, 26 Jan 08 07:58 AM well ill be here for you if you need me too ..... for that is what a friend is there for to help one another threw trouble some times Altarex