Richard,
I know I said some really bad things to you the last time we spoke and I feel so broken inside.I wishI can take back the words I said to you.I just wish we were together and not so far from each other anymore.It's been so long.. I just need your kisses& hugs to stop me from all the pain i've gone through without u.It' almost christmas ...and I know I am going to cry so much..=[ because the memory i have is you spending it with me in a way and I really miss those memories.Because I was smiling.Richard I don't want to lose you .I'll die without you.I need you so much.i wish you can see the tears that fall for you...i love you richard..don't leave me alone in pain..please let me be with you forever.i dont want to turn to someone else .im waiting for you..forever .Because I love you.I wish I can have one give this christmas and that is to spend it with you.because thats the perfect gift to me.
just remember..i love u
Love you always,
leylla
<3
p.s. i dont know how i am going to go through christmas without u here with me=[