Anon, hi.
A few things:
This is not a sentence - it's a rambling collection of disjointed thoughts.
If I am going to be perfectly honest, you have not put enough thought into this to justify our time in "fixing" it.
A sentence ends with a period. You don't use ... to connect loosely related thoughts into one massive paragraph.
You also need to look up lover and lovable. That are not used correctly, nor is vision. If you just rewrite it that way, we'll have to say "What did you mean by this?"
If you go back and try to rework this, using proper punctuation and breaking it down into at least two, and possibly three paragraphs, someone will have a look. You may want to say who "She" is.