Once a day I sat with my notebook, thinking throws of my mind and my ideas. I asked myself ‘How long I didn’t sit with my conscience?’ It was too long time! I felt that I am losing something in this life so I said to my “Conscience”, could you please come and have a seat. I want to talk to you about important things for me and especially for you and I want you to answer me honestly: First, how are you? Are you fine? I would like to know if you have any complaining about anything I done in my life. Do I need correction of my way? What is the right path do you think?

I am losing something in this life ? and I do not know when I will die? So I decided to interview you today firstly, I would like to know myself:
• Who I am? In addition, what I want exactly from this life?
• Why do think I am living in this world? Do I am here vainly?
• What is the message for world that I have to give them?
Finally, I found that I have to ask myself for one time, what do I need from this world?
From now, I realize that I have to ask myself couple of questions every day before I go to sleep, which are:
• Did I do something good today?
• Do I need to do better tomorrow?
• Did I heart someone? On the other hand, did I make anybody happy?

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Every day I sit with my notebook, jotting down thoughts that run through my mind. There are only two of us present: myself and my inner-self. There we sit every day for long periods of time--too long.

Finally I asked my inner-self, "Let's talk about things that are important for us both. You know me better than I know myself, so please answer me honestly. How are things with you, my friend? Are you happy or sad, sick or well, pleased or displeased? I would especially like to know if you have any complaints about me, anything I have done that I should not have done, anything that needs correction, any change of direction I need to take for the future?

"My dear self, I am losing something in this life, and I do not know what it is. Most of all, I do not know when I will die, so you see the urgency of my questions. I would like to ask you some questions that only you can answer.

"Who am I? What is it I want most out of this life?

"Why have I been placed in this world? Are all of my efforts vain? Is life nothing but vanity?

"Do I have anything to contribute to the world, any message, any gift?

"Does the world have anything to contribute to me? What is it that I need from the world that will give my life meaning?

"Ah yes, my dear self, answer me because your answers will help me answer these questions."

"Did I do anything good today, anything for anybody?

"Do I need to set my sights on doing better tomorrow?

"Did I hurt anyone; did I make anyone happy?"

As you can see, I am searching for answers both consciously and unconsiouslhy. Without answers, I fear that my life will end up meaningless.
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I am not sure whether I caught the essence of your essay or not, but as I read your words and try to paraphrase them in my own, I sense a deep anguish within you, an anguish about self, an an anguish about the meaning of life, and an anguish about your future.

Let me suggest that you continue to express your inner thoughts. Many times, simply writing down what troubles us helps us find our way.

I await your nest post.
A friend from Shenzun, Southern China found these short essays & liked them. Thanks to both of you for interesting reading.
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I see what you mean .Truly, I also have similar thoughts with you .Sometimes ,I don't know myself ,I don't know what to do now-at present ,in the future.I am so happy we have the same view about this life-and don't you think it is our phychological problem when we are grower and grower ,times after times,day by day .You know ,sometimes I am confused myself so much .Me ,not me .I feel other but not myself did the dull ,bad actions.From my experiences ,I think you shoudn't think too seriously about this problem any longer.Don't you agree?The more you think about it,the less you find the anser-It seems to be such kinds of things that has happed to me .Iam talking to you ,also talking to my inner-side ,too.I want to be your trust friend .Let's share each other point of view about this controversial life and to learn how to make good scheludes?Are you OK?
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MoonOnce a day I sat with my notebook, thinking throws of my mind and my ideas. I asked myself ‘How long I didn’t sit with my conscience?’ It was too long time! I felt that I am losing something in this life so I said to my “Conscience”, could you please come and have a seat. I want to talk to you about important things for me and especially for you and I want you to answer me honestly: First, how are you? Are you fine? I would like to know if you have any complaining about anything I done in my life. Do I need correction of my way? What is the right path do you think?

I am losing something in this life ? and I do not know when I will die? So I decided to interview you today firstly, I would like to know myself:
• Who I am? In addition, what I want exactly from this life?
• Why do think I am living in this world? Do I am here vainly?
• What is the message for world that I have to give them?
Finally, I found that I have to ask myself for one time, what do I need from this world?
From now, I realize that I have to ask myself couple of questions every day before I go to sleep, which are:
• Did I do something good today?
• Do I need to do better tomorrow?
• Did I heart someone? On the other hand, did I make anybody happy?

____________________________________________________________________
,,,,,I am expacting your Comment of my firstLets say philosophy of mine >>

Do you agree with me ? ?
if i have any spelling of grammar mistake please told mei am happy to hear that.