Hello everyone;

I'm having a hard time trying to figure out what the singer says in this part of a song:

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This is what I have:

I thought I'd found a home
My harbor

Place to hang my head where I wanted
But I was ??? or I was (lonely?)
Spinning around between/within the ??? (waters?)
??? you let/leave ???
I can't find a reason why
Wait
Where is it?

Any help, especially with the parts in bold, would be really appreciated.
Awfully incomprehensible is that recording. It would be easier to look up the words on the internet. Just do a Google search for "[song title] lyrics".
Thank you for the reply. The problem is, they cannot be found on the Internet, and I have no way of contacting the band. That's why I posted it here, in hopes of someone being able to help me out with that part. Maybe someone can still give it a shot.
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Sorry — all I hear is white noise.